sssllllllleeeeeeeepppppppppp

din really sleep very well
din wanna get up
got to school feeling sooo dead
chem. test on the 1st period
its bad
i just carn do chemistry
tmr have St John parade
somemore have master parade
polishing my boots now
am quite excited
tmr is the FATS
to think... i'm the one who's gonna choose now
i'm gonna be their trainer
itss.....................................
i feel soooo depressed
i don't feel like growing up
letting go of my memories
giving way to new things
very soon i would have grown up
and i'll have to leave St Johns
all my friends
all of it
its gonna suck
sighzz
i miss being a trainee during sec 1
with mdm veronica training us
the kind of bond between trainer and trainee
that unspoken bond
i wish to achieve that
we must work hard to bring back this bond
that wasn't significant in my present team
sighzzz
just trying to be honest
no harm done